Hi!!!! Lol So to start off intoducing my self, i Am a 16 year old Mexican latino, or the way i like to be known as now a ”Chicano”. The Word And Frase is better known as a Hispanic american who grew up with a “illegual family”. im still bothered from that lable, who gave the right to any one to call some one that When every one at ONE point was an imigrant, what realy is a illegual alien.? smh any ways, back to my story ;D Lol ….So like any one els, i have that wierd/hard life Style that i try to by pass with, but dammn how hard it is to handle a tough life huh.? :/ those momments where you wana give up and just end it all, those momments you cry and you feel like inside you just died. well imagine liveing life with knowing you cant remeber anything but momments where you cryed, momments you almost died, momments you saw your family stare at you and just fall apart, momments where you lost Everything. Well thats MY “Life” i was a kid with a distroyed childhood and future, i was broken hurt and tossed around. my parents are divorced, by now your like “omg tear tear cool story” but hey i hear you, you mite have went threw the same, or maybe you dont even have parents or do but dont ever see them, well for me its as if i have all three sad storys, i lived with a mother who never understood me but never left me behind even when she gave up on me, my dad cheated on my mother for 6 years then divorced her 2 years after all that hell he created, and i saw and herd every intense argument they had, O.o SHIT that was tough on me. but any ways… well anything and everything in life i have today i worked hard on, well that is everything i ever set my head and hart into, but i had a big problem… around age 9 or 10 i started to smoke… Shhh dont tell no one, jkjk… but yea i wus adicted, my mother would smoke and so would my dad after every stress they had on there back they would pull one out. and well they made it look like it works so i picked up a “boggie” [on my own]. After that i was introduced by my friends brother to the magic plant called arifa. omg that changed my world xD lol But yea i lived the rest of my life with memories forgotten and my pain was controlled every sec. with weed, trust me it was REALY hard to hide my smokeing habbites from my parents. Lol but yeaa Over those few Years i went threw break ups tears and confusion. i asked if i was the cause of the divorced to god one time wen i used to believe in him and well sence i was young, i thought the fact that he gave me no responce i thought he didnt wana reply because it was my fualt, so i started to think of suicied thoughts and dapressing thoughts, BUT god gave me a gift , her name was maria elizabeth flores. i divote and i give my whole life to my sister because she Raised me, she was their at night to tuck me in when my parents where up all night fighting and hurting each other.[._.] she was their wen ppl bulied me for my looks and my way of thought. i was a wierdo, i mean if you where my friend and i ran inside the classroom and you herd me say to the teacher “i saw my uncle in his truck in the hallway and he said bye and then vanished” i bet you wouldnt belive me. it was wierd because i knew he was my uncle but i was told i never saw him, only wen i wus a baby and yet i saw him i sware he wus rite their and then wen i was 12 i think he died in his truck wierd huh.? lol any ways after tht i started the death part of my life, i remeber geting shot at one time and watching ppl around me fall down slowly, scary huh.? well thts not tht scary compared everything els i went threw. but thts going to farr with my privet life haha. but yea if you want to know anything els just tell me andd i will post wut els you want to know Lol (y) stay reckless

-Edwin Flores aka Kidflow